Dear Husband,
waking up was somewhat confusing…i knew you weren’t next to me…but i was hoping i would walk into the living room and find you sleeping in our couch…with the star trek DVD still playing…but you weren’t there….I miss you so much and yet part of me still doesn’t accept that you’re not here…this is unreal…and oh yea…our truck got impounded…hooray for NC crappy traffic laws….it wasn’t our fault, and i feel bad for Nicole, she thinks it was somewhat her fault…we were trying to get back to where you were because you left your c bag lock keys on the truck’s keychain…getting stopped by the MP’s at almost 12 midnight with 2 babies and it’s 40degrees outside it’s not a good idea…it wasn’t that bad though, everybody was nice and we got home safe…oh yea we’re ordering pizza for dinner, i’m on strike right now (not really just being lazy) but yes, it’s weird.sad not seeing you here…i’m just waiting for you to walk thru the door…but you’re not…at least not yet…as of right now i don’t know how i’m going to deal with you being gone…i just know i have to do it…for you, for alex and for myself…it’s going to happen, be confident of that….
I love you so much…and i miss you…
i can’t wait to talk to you…
i love you, i love you more, i love you most
Anna
