Dear Husband
i already gave up in my quest to attempt not thinking about you for more than a minute
i just can’t
something always reminds me of you…a commercial on tv, a certain word…a song….alex’s smile…
you’re so many things…so many things are you….
you’re everywhere…you’re always there…and here…and in my mind…my whole heart…my whole being…
not thinking about you is like saying i have stopped missing you…i miss you every second…therefore i think about you every second…
and i know where you are…you’re thinking of me too…
you’re thinking of me , i’m thinking of you…you’re loving me as much as i love you
so i will think about you every day..every night…in my dreams…while i watch tv….while i hold Alex in my arm….
because you are my life…and life requires breathing…and right now thinking about you is like breathing…i need it to survive…
i love you….i love you more…i love you most
your wife
